Time is going faster than it usually does.
I need it to quit that... and wait for me.
Seriously, I'm not ready for today to be May 20.
Nevertheless, I've been having fun these days.
I've had some mother/daughter time with my favorite daughter. :)
We've been out and about doing what people do before weddings. (Being decisive and then buying stuff)
Some people ask me, "Well, how's the mother of the bride doing?"
After I look around to see who they're talking to, I say something like, "Okay."
Then I think I'm supposed to be stressed.
That thought stresses me.
Like, maybe there's more to this than I'm thinking.
What am I missing?!
Then I begin my internal chatter that can go back to my fifth grade. At least my seventh grade: "What does everybody know about life that I don't know about?"
Ah, then I settle down after a little self-talk...
Then I breathe slowly... in ... and out...
And then I get on with my day.
That's what I'm doing now.