I just can't.
Lately I have been exhausted.
You may have noticed that I haven't played in the tea room lately.
"Moon River" and "San Antonio Rose" just don't have the appeal to me.
Plus I'm tired
My dear mother has been in a rehab facility. That does not keep me from taking care of her.
She needs so many things.
(Yet thankfully she so wants me to take care of myself. -Thank you, Mother.)
And my little grandchildren (one of whom is a special needs child) are so dear, but me telling them I'm too tired to play with them just doesn't 'cut it'. They want Grammy to play!!! (Well, sometimes I say 'no, not now' and thankfully they play by themselves.)
Sometimes, though, I need to stop the world and get off... even as the world keeps spinning and spinning.
I'm writing this, I guess, for sympathy.
And need for prayer.
Would you pray for me... that I would have strength, and patience, and wisdom on how to deal with everything?
(I wasn't going to write this blog post. It seemed too 'needy'.
But I'm thinking I AM needy - and it is okay for me to be.)
(And yes, I know I have blessings galore... and should count them more.)